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Podcast Feeds!

I’ll keep this post updated as necessary, but here are some links you can add to your podcast app to keep updated on my various podcasts!

First is Super Awesome Fun Time With Rand, my sound collage series.

Second is the main Radio Free Caemlyn feed. This is where all the live shows, such as Friday Night Trivial and Radio Free Caemlyn Project, are done.

Third is Friday Night Trivial. As I type this there’s nothing there, but I plan on posting archives of the old Friday Night Trivia as well as the current Friday Night Trivial shows there.

Next is Marble Operator, the podcast I did covering the YouTube series Marble Hornets, Dark Harvest, TribeTwelve, and MLAndersen.

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Radio Free Caemlyn’s Friday Night Trivia L: The Return

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Last night, the first night of June 2018, I restarted my Friday Night Trivia series under a slightly new banner. My original title was Friday Night Trivial, but during last night’s love show, Ian the6thDoctor suggested the name you see in the blog title; I think I’ll go with that.

Just like I have a post compiling links to my sound collages, here I’ll collect episode links.

Friday Night Trivia L Episode 1: The Abridged Return Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivia L Episode 2: The Apple Pie Edition (Notes
Friday Night Trivial Episode 3: The Lost in Time Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 4: The Leaked Doctor Who Clip Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 5: The Transmitting From My Dongle Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 6: The Floody Boat Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 7: The I Had No Material Prepared Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 8: The Five Rounds Rapid Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 9: The Good Wine, Good Night Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 10: The Counting Backwards is Hard Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 11: The For the Last Time Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 12: The Sharing Ultraviolets Among Friends Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 13: The Land of 10,000 Wines Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 14: The Bracing for Florence Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 15: The Megan Was Here Edition(Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 16: The Simple Answers Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 17: The Is it Sunday Yet? Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 18: The Reverb Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 19: The Dave Drinks the Merlot Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 20: The Ian is Late Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 21: The Socratic Irony Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 22: The Bottom of the Bottle Edition (Notes)
Friday Night Trivial 23: The Ian Has No Drink Edition (Notes)

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Super Awesome Fun Time With Rand 82: Running to the Sound of Thunder

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Latest entry in my sound collage series. Created on a rainy Sunday morning.

Playlist:

BBC Sound Effects Library
–Weather, Rain, Thunder, Vehicles, Traffic
Alan Watts
Atmospheric Pads and Atonal Drones from Ghosthack
“Cauldron” album excerpts, by Fifty Foot Hose
“Dayvan Cowboy” – Boards of Canada
[Valkyrie Drive -Bhikkhuni- OST] Prelude of the Valkyries (PS Vita Game)
Various Conet Project recordings
BLIND DRIVE (FULL) from Valkyrie Drive – Bhikkhuni
“Secret Ninja Art of Love” – from the Senran Kagura: Bon Apetit OST (PS Vita Game)

Super Awesome Fun Time With Rand 79: Only You

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I made two new collages this weekend (episode 78 can be found here and is called “The Light at the End”).

This collage was an attempt at some sort of epiphany, the second part of what began with episode 78. It features Aphex Twin, Alan Parsons Project, Yaz/Yazoo (depending on which side of the Atlantic you’re from), clips from Hal Hartley’s “Surviving Desire”, and more.

Someone sent me a message last night, and that message made me happier than I’ve felt in so many years, has me feeling that there actually is hope and goodness.

It was just three words: “Miss you, friend”, but the person it was from, I was not expecting that. We’ve not spoken in years and I had convinced myself she was angry at me.

But she isn’t. She never was. That was just a self-induced delusion. We talked for a bit, and we are still friends, even after all this time.

It feels like a weight has been lifted from me. It feels like a great source of sadness is suddenly gone.

The most important and closest friend in my life was never upset at me. She just had to move back home and we just lost contact.

I’m letting this be a lesson to myself: don’t let myself believe these lies my depression tells me. Don’t lose my closest friends. They still care. They are still friends. I’m not going to let go this time.